Currently Listening Underage Thinking By Teddy Geiger For You I Will see related

I LOVE

YOU KERRY

 LEE STOKE

 JR. THE

MOST.

k2stryder: and HAPPY FOUR MONTHS BABY
k2stryder: only infinity to go

      --you are quite possibly the cutest kid I've ever met in my life...no boy has ever treated me the way you have treated me. I feel like with you I can do anything and be myself. I don't care if you see me without makeup on..or first thing in the morning like at Jared's house..it doesn't bother me anymore. Waking up with you beside me is a good feeling..and I never want that feeling to go away. You've been my bestfriend for the longest time. I can't picture my life without you in it. Everything is perfect when you're around. You mean the world and so much more to me and I'd do anything and everything for you. And you don't have to worry because I'll always try to be the girl that you want. I already know there's no other guy for me. I cant see it. I love you with all of my heart and Im sure I always will. These have been the best 4 months of my life I've never felt anything more real. I love you babe.

       I miss my friends. School being out is kinda gayy..and whoever the fuck started the rumor that me and Kerry are engaged just because he bought me a promise ring you are fucking retarded and deserve pushed down some stairs. fucking loser.

hahaha

the end <3 I love you

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Alright so this weekend was pretty fun

Friday night I had to work but Kerry came to pick me up and took me back to my house. He got me flowers for our 3 month anniversary (cute? I know). Once we got back to my house we cuddled haha on the couch and watched some tv then I fell asleep and he went home. 
           Saturday I woke up and got a shower then sat around and waited for Kerry and once he got there we went to the mall to get Chelsea a birthday present. I ended up spending $70 instead of just the money for her gift. haha I bought some shirts and Kerry a cute shirt and Chels a new wallet for Pacsun. mmhm

Sunday I went with Chelsea and Greggums to Little Buffalo and we went swimming and got mad sunburn yo. After that we dropped Greg off and went back to Chelsea's dads house. We set up the tent outside and a little after that we went to sleep. It was freezing cold in the middle of the night so I put Kerry's sweatshirt on and 2 sleeping bags over me and I was still shivering. I missed Kerry like crazy that night

         Monday Chelsea and I went to Adam's house to hang out...we watched some movie called The Clockwork Orange...which I guess was KIND OF okay I just didn't fully understand it. But yeah after that we came back home

School is school...gay as ever but oh well..and it's fucking hot as balls in the school now which I think it should be illegal to go to school when it's this hot..

Tomorrow after school Kerry and I are going over to Chelsea's to go swimming with her and Matt so that should be fun

              as you all probably already know..Kerry is leaving soon to go to the Marines  and Im sure you can already guess that I'm going to miss him like crazy. Tonight was a bad night because we both ended up thinking about it and crying..lame. who cries anymore? haha I do. There are  ALOT of things that I'm going to miss with Kerry...his hugs...his kisses.. cuddling... the way he smells...getting an "i love you" every single night before bed...getting a "good morning hunnie" everyday...having him help me with my problems that I can't deal with alone...having someone always there to talk to...hanging out with him...going places..holding hands...talking...watching movies...sleeping with his arms around me...crying and knowing he understands...every single memory

                                     we've ever made together...

Kerry, these 3 months when you go away are probably going to be the hardest for me...but I know we can do it. I want to show you that you're the one for me ...today...tomorrow...forever. I love you.

Currently Listening All the Right Reasons By Nickelback Far Away see related

I love you

I have loved you all along

Allllright sooo my week/ last weekend and thiiis week consisted of and is....

-Spending Friday night with my brother and Kerrrry
-Getting a job
-Sisters birthday/ Mothers day dinner
-seeing the ring Kerry wants to get me
-Going to the movies to see Poseidon
-Going to the Walmart in Mech to see Kimmmbo
-Driving Toms car
-Tom sucking ass at driving
-First day at work
-School
-Doctors appt...not going to school muaha annnnd work
-School//work
-School and work
-Chorus concert
-no school for me Friday...going shopping with Kerry and his wonderful sister
-work///movie night at Toms

whatever else
sooo yeah that's about it

  ©  I love you
       © the most
                      ©    Kerry

Currently Listening Be Here By Keith Urban Making Memories Of Us see related

Come on take a step

towards me

      so you can figure me out©

Alright I haven't written in here for FOREVER. Buuuut I can't remember all of the things that have happened...Last Friday after school Kerry and I met his sister at the bank and we all went to Red Robin to eat...which was fun because I love his sister. haha and him of coourse. After that we went over to the mall...Kerry bought me my bathing suit since I needed a new one...I thought it was only 36 dollars but when we came home I was informed that it was 81 dollars...wow. I know. I felt bad. Then Saturday morning my dad came to pick me up since I have to start going down there now every other weekend again. It wasn't so bad. He took me shopping and we went out to Ruby Tuesdays for dinner...whiiiich is my favorite restaurant EVER! Then Sunday I came home and hung out with the love of my life

This Friday I'm headed down to Myrtel Beach with my aunt lindsay and grandma which should be aweome since Linds is kind of cool jay kay Linds if you're reading this you're cool! haha. I'm coming back on Tuesday so leave nice comments and Im sure youll all miss me unless you know you think I am "immature" or something...paahahaha. whatever.

The following weekend is def PROOOOM! Im so excited...my aunt is coming up on Saturday to do my hair and help me get ready and stuff...then I think we're going to Heather's house to take pictures or something. Jared Heather Kerry and I are all going. Im not saying where we are going out to eat at because I dont want 30 million people going to the same place from our school. Its going to be amazing...spent with one of the most amazing people I've ever met.

Kerry you were my bestfriend for the longest time...we've been through so many things like going shopping because you didn't know what girls liked and dying your hair pink "SUPER HOES" and everything in between,,,I loved spending every moment I had with you no matter if you were just a friend...evvven though sometimes it got a little flirty I must admit..But that's just because you're so darn cute! haha You're my bestfriend still Kerry and now you're my boyfriend which is even more amazing...Im ready to share all my days with you. I can tell you things and know you understand and we've been through a lot so far...so bring on the rest! I love you baby. with all of me

the end.

Currently Listening Sirens and Condolences By Bayside Just Enough To Love You see related

The easiest thing to fake's

     a feeling to fool someone else

and I've been tricked

     for so long by you

That I've spent these

    last few months

in my own hell.

Sooo it's been forever since I wrote in here last...Buuuut I don't care.

Last weekend was good except Friday I didn't go to school because I woke up and felt really really really sick. So after school Kerry came over and took care of me.. awww cute yeah yeah I know. I know how to pick the good ones...well Kerry. Anyways....I was feeling a little better so we were still going to try going to the movies...but half way into getting ready I felt really really sick again so we just stayed home and watched tv and talked and stuff. Saturday I went with Kerry to the bench competition to watch Jared...he got third by the way,,,((good job Jared!)) After that we went with Jared to get his tux then picked up Noel and went to Zeiderelli's. Sunday Heather Kerry Jared Tom and I went to Rita's and to see Stay Alive which is good by the way,

This week was school and yeah it sucks balls.

Thursday we had a half day and after school Kerry and I went to my moms work and just waited around for a while then when my mom got off we all went to get Kerry and tux for Proooooooom! ((he's going to look sooo cute by the way))
Last night Heather Kerry and I went to Jareds house for  a "movie night" we watched The Ring 2 since neither Heather nor I saw it...it was alllllright. Heather went home around 11 and Kerry and I went back into Jareds room and went to sleep...then Kerry took me home around 1.
Tonight I'm going with Chelsea so a play and then back to her house to spend the night which I am MUY EXCITED about since I havent hung out with her in FOREVER.
Tomorrow I'm going to my grandmas to get my hair cut and picking up my PROOOOM DRESSSSS

alright so thats about it

I <3 you Kerrrrrry ,,,you mean a lot to me